Rocking boat

I'm not expecting my life to have to face this sort of situation.. I was happy then, but not now.. it's a rocking boat of my life..I want to stay strong.. be tough.. Sh*t i don't think i can.. relationship with lies.. i'm not sure if i can survive...he keep promising he will never ever hurt me.. does he really mean it???

It's expected but can we accept the fact?

Yesterday quite a shocking day... The boat that i've already left is sinking... just like a time bomb.. waiting.. to sink to the bottom of the sea...Not so sure about the boat that I'm in now.. the sea is ferocious.. eager to swallow any boat.. my fellow friend... my dear friend.. became one of the victim.. I hope she can hanging on to the piece... hope she have the life saver jacket.. I'm not sure how to console her about the situation she's dealing now...hope this will not devastated her..

In this crazy life, through ths crazy time...I just wish for better world to live in... chaos every where.. It's not just about gloomy economy...people get retrenched...you just wished you will not be the part of the programme.. hanging to your job like never before... at the end of the day u eagerly want to go home and have peace in yor mind.. while the next day.. when u step out u'll start to worry about ur future..again... and the cycle will not stop till you gain financial freedom..

Wondering mind

Well... It has been quite some time since my last entry..I was busy adjusting my life when we decided to move few months back. A lot has happened since then.. world economy looks gloomy, my job is not quite as I expected to be, any work place is affected well I think my decision to jump to another ship is not that bad.. My hubby got quite a promising job i guess.. & it's a relief for both of us..Syukur...
Any how, as 2008 left us... I'm not sure what to expect this year for my career.. Am I going to jump ship again? I was thinking about it.. but.. my plan is not about changing career exactly, I'm more intrested in pursuing my study..I had shown my hubby the pamphlet given by a colleague..He seem to approve..I'm not sure if my budget allowing me to pursue study..well there' something to think about.. I realized that I'm not an organized person..sometimes I just follow my hunch to do something..u can say that plan to pursue study might take some time to realize it..

A Movie Today?

It's weekend! We planned to go for a movie today. Which movie should we watch? Well.... better decide when we arrive at the cinema house. My hubby really takes his own sweet time. Still insist to wash his car befor we go for a movie. whatever.. as long as he agreed to go as plan.
I haven't packed one single thing yet. Though it's a month away before we move out from the house, I think it's better to prepare earlier. The news has been delivered to our landlord. It seems he took it well. One thing already checked.. packing is another thing.
Movie first, packing later..

Color of life

Came back from work , I almost didn't recognize the fence and gate of the house. My landlord painted our rented (his actually) house again.. I think he has lot of spare time to paint the front gate and the fence.. I should take a closer look next morning.. I think the color is refreshing..
I'm not sure how to tell him that we will be moving soon..It's not even a year yet..better leave the announcement for my hubby to tell.
Today is quite a boring day..Monday blues caught me early in the morning..Not in much spirit to work, but I manage to complete some of the tasks. I still have tonnes to complete..I'm thinking of my work, which one should i perform 1st tomorrow.. urghh.. the thought itself is depressing..
I'm counting the days.............................................

Decision Making

It's done. I've decided to make the move. Eventhough my hubby need to stay behind for a while. We do believe its for the best. Trust is important in "short term long distance relationship". I really like to put the term as it is, I hope it would be a short term one.
Well, it has been decided.. I had tendered my resignation. I think my boss may or may not take it well, looking at current situation of "just nice" manpower (my boss opinion actually). Hopefully new people will be hired, I pity my colleagues which are already shrinking in quantity.
Positively, I am looking forward to my new responsibilities. I am searching and locating my new cheese. It might be small or it might be large one. Who knows?? I'll find out once I made my move. If it was small, make another move. It's the rule of life.

Kung Fu Panda

There is similarity between Jack Black and Po. The voice fit nicely and well the body.. no comment. That panda is so cute so does Jack Black... I believe we have Po desire in all of us.. To believe in ourselves and own capability and reach for our dreams.

The story has a great message in trusting own ability and others. Master Shifu at first did not believe in Po. Try his best to get rid of the panda, but the trust eventually came because there's always ways to achieve the desire and in my opinion it's all about passion and patience. Passion to grab the dreams and patience along the way.

Animated and colorful, I just love to watch Kung Fu Panda in action.. I just cannot imagine Po can practise fast Kung Fu..Pstt.. the praying mantis to hold the bridge? erk...